you've gotta read Black Coffee Blues, it will change your life! It is by Henry Rollins, and if you get through the first one, there is two more in the series that follow!
congrats on the job...i'm assuming at a coffeebar? that's awesome. being paid to feed the ability to stay a beauteous creature of the night is a win win situation.
by the way, you're a gorgeous angel, fallen as well as risen.
mmmmmmm Rose