Thanks, Carlotta. I had to finish a book chapter which i'd promised someone. It was hanging around my neck like an albatross so I had to stop everything else and focus in on it. It wasn't so boring once I got into it. But not as interesting as reading your journal ... that's literature.
urhg a bit tooo heavy for my head this morning but I'll tyr.. ok acid forces you to the place that you go where you dream.. but because you are concious and you've done it chemically its a tainted experience... but you can learn a helluva lot and especially if oyu are pure of mind and soul then you can be shown things that will blow your mind.. .you just have to know when to stop.. acid needs to be respected.. if it is abused it will hurt you... so its not the worng level going back to your question.. its a wrong way of getting there... you are cheating by taking drugs to get there and its disrespectful...
the level I'm at now is just through good eating and some pot.. though I'm trying to cut that back.. I'm having the most incredible dreams lately ... up until a few months ago I didnt dream for about 5 years.... so this has been amazing.. I've connected back to my higher spirit... thats what dreaming is .. is connecting to your higher spirit who can only channel you through the ether.... but when your weighed down by drugs or sedatives or bad food its harder and harder for your body to float up towards that
I hope that answers your questions a bit... I'm quite groggy this morning
ok I had to have my blockage unblocked... one of my best friends is a reiki healer and we had this most amazing reiki sesion one day.. he just seems to float into my life when I need it... he told me something was my mind.. i told him i hadnt dreamed in 5 years and i was getting scared i was losing my connection permanetly... so we held hands, swapped energy and meditated on opening my 3rd eye again... I felt this 'pow' type sensation in between my eyes and felt lighter... unburderdned... from that night onwards I started dreaming... i'm incredibly superstitious.... so to have that back in my life was amazing... I also have to totally know and trust a person first before i'd let them do anything like reiki on me... thats just me... but it totally worked.. you have to get unblocked by any means you find plausible... reiki worked for me... something different might work for you... but just make sureyou get a 'good' feeling about that person first... I hope you find it
I actually think you're a fairly high kind of being - no seriously! I know you think I'm just trying to flatter you! I've come across this before with women who work in the sex industry, or who are living on the edge in some way, I mean without conventional security and a predictable lifestyle, and who are really advanced thinkers and exceptional beings. Not trying to weigh you down with a load of expectations! But you are your own person.
