lol you are so cute and cool. And sexy..I like you kind of felt my artistic ability simmer a lot at that age. I think some was I started partying harder. I tried tuff like acid trying to dive into my creativity. And I did but the ease of picking up a pencil and a sketchbook became secondary to having fun. I didn't kill it though. I spent a little time getting into painting on canvas mostly abstractions, cause I didn't have patience for details and found I could really have fun with it. I've been exloring the digital tools for creating for a few years now. It is challenging, and overwhelming learning buttons and all the many different ways to create something. but it allows so many possibilities. I'm sure whatever you do you'll shine.
The more you post the deeper your soul always goes, I love that about you. I also look forward to you returning to your roots! I'll love to witness that. I understand the jealous ex...I wanted to be part of this community for a very long time, but due to a controlling ex (my parents choosen favorite) I wasn't "allowed" With my new beau (Grandparents favorite lol) I've been tasting a bit of everything in live I've ever been curious about or yearned for...life is too short and precious to not reach for every star and let your own star shine no matter what others think
There has to be honey in Spain. I just wasn't sure if you'd heard something. I taste a lot of different kinds of honey... like Radish honey? that shit is nuts... so I thought perhaps Spain might have something special. A specific wildflower or SOMETHING that made it special. Desert honey is seriously intense! I fucking love honey. <3 I got this stuff called honey dust once from thebeefolks.com because they were always at the Renaissance Faire in Pennsylvania. It is a beautiful image. Now I'm imagining pouring that Spanish honey over a sourdough biscuit, created entirely from wheat grown in Spain... man, that'd really be something. Plus, you'd have to be there a while to start a new sourdough starter etc... Which just gives you more time to explore. I also love language. I've been obsessed with Icelandic. I only know tiny amounts at this point though. I know a bit of Italian and Spanish too. What got you studying Tagalog? I struggle with the blank page for the same reason. It's such a source of anxiety, messing up a page... but why? I have to ask myself that all the time. Everything is impermanent. Life is meant to be enjoyed. So why can't I get over it and just be free and use the page? Maybe we can help each other figure that one out...
There must be good honey in spain :) , especially in the mountains as you get very nice tasting honey from the mountain flowers most of the time. I always struggle for time (and sometimes money) to do all the projects I want to besides work but it is good to keep busy and always keep trying to do new stuff (for me it is).
What would you like to paint? Any particular style or subject matter that especially grabs your eye or heart? Remember, Penumbra is still waiting to be "Drawn like one of your French girls". Why let an enthusiastic model go to waste? ;-) Your Serotoninstorm writing had a lot of poetry. Is that still your favorite writing to pursue, or do you feel yourself going somewhere else?
....I typed "live" instead of "life". That shall haunt me for the rest of my days. *Headdesk* Anywho, once again @Romany, you are not a star but an awesome supernova exploding outward in a brilliant cosmic flash effecting millions of things, no matter how trivial or great, with everything you choose to do. Remember that about yourself when you need a smile 💋 Your You, and that's endless possibilities, a force to be reckoned with ❤️❤️❤️
The taste and smell of honey makes me uncomfortable, it goes back to some early childhood trauma involving wasps, in Spain I would recommend La Boqueria market in Barcelona SO MANY SNACKS! I think you should definitely go for the skydiving certificate, that's badass.
Also imagine if we lived in an Altered Carbon-esque world and you could literally plug a USB into your head and download your thoughts, whether words or images!
We definetively have honey in Spain :) .. Most usual are made of orange blossom or rosemary, but you can find honey made of other flowers. Even you can buy it from farmers and beekeepers in villages, in the mountains, it's delicious. And i totally agree with you about the lack of time, i have so many interests and so little time :(
Yea so many interesting and so little time it’s true. But now you have wonderful and so exiting time! I’m sure you find a way how to do all what the most important for you
Ah, I can relate! I envy the people who are so damned focused on one single interest in their lives. Me, I have Interest Attention Disorder... oh, look, a painting! Wait, here's some interesting architecture! Don't disturb me while I get my Italian lessons in, oh, did you say there's a new avant garde theater troupe playing?
I know this my sound trite, but you can do anything you want. Just persevere! Btw American honey is awesome. Raw Virginia wildflower or sourwood honey are delicious.
It is @gadget, but, sincerely, the mountains here are full of rosemary, so I grew up believing it was the most common honey :D. And now i little anecdote.. Here were i live, when something is very good, you can say "Mel de romer", that means "Rosemary honey"... So a typical conversation could be: "Hey, was the show good?", "Oh yes, Rosemary honey"..