rollerxcore

Complete and total admiration, my gift to you
My heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaved it and one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet.
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you walked a thousand miles.
Ill still have these memories but will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we would be a year from now.
Remember when you held my hand like you would never let go.
Remember, because thats all you can do.
Well never make another memory.
I wished I had died in your arms the last time we were together
So i would not have to wake without you today.
This time i thought things were real.
You said they were, what happened.
You were a priority, was i an option?
I let you see a side of me that i dont share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
I knew from the beginning that all i had to offer you was my heart.
I am sorry that was not enough.
So we will go our own ways and hopefully you will remember the things ive told you.
Hopefully youll understand everything i said was a sincerity.
A broken heart is not what i wanted from this.
I guess ive learned from it.
But arent you suppose to learn from your mistakes.
I dont consider this a mistake, i just wish the story didnt end this way.
Because i am still in love the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my like you would never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we would be a year from now?

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