**big ass hug and kiss** I understand how you are feeling right now. Things will work out the way they should. Just try not to get too upset over things and always try to keep your chin up.
I'm going to tell you something that might help a bit, I'm guessing that Sean, like my husband, is tired of always reassuring you of things that he thinks you should know already. It feels like they don't care or whatever but, because they reassure us over and over again and we keep the same insecurities, then they STOP reassuring us because they feel like we don't care what they are saying. It's a big ugly double edged sword. We want them to keep reassuring us, but they're tired of us not believing them and so they stop. It's vicious. Just talk to him and tell him how you feel. (((((hugs))))))
xoxo
