From my experience of friends going through this, the thing that worked for them was going to Narcotics Anonymous. The ones who took a hold of their lives and turned it around, and are still here, all went to NA because they realised they couldn't do it on their own.

Check yourself into a mental health facility for an evaluation and stabilization,  then request a referral to a sober living situation.

Thank you that's probably what I'm going to do. I'm going to do it. I have to do it!! NA has helped alot of people, but where I'm from it's just a place where people can sell their drugs, and meet a quick bag whore. Not a very good place. But I feel that if I turn myself in to mental health they should help me at least find a footing to where I need to be. I feel so humiliated by this, and think people look at me in disgust if I even mention I use drugs. It's hard for me to reach out in person for help, the world is so judgmental, but maybe it's all in my head, which is another good reason to contact mental health services. Thank you for caring it means alot

Robin, keep posting letting us know how you are getting along. I will offer support as far as I am able. Remember when you are on the programme you will need to build up your arsenal because it is going to get very tough. I can honestly say though that some of the best people I have met have been ex-junkies. But it will be so easy to slide back into old habits which is why you need support and a faith in yourself being a better person. Take care and give yourself this chance.