I really hate to complain, but sometimes, a girl has to.
I hate december. My birthday (9days away) and Christmas (16 days away) should probably be joyous times, spent with family, and those that love you and all that other sentimental bullshit, but for what ever reason, almost on que, my so called life seems to fall apart , in one asspect or another, right around now every single year.
I was hoping to slide by it this time, but much to my dismay, history has once again repeated its self.
Why is it, no matter how together every other I may have everything else in my life, does becoming freshly single feel so sickening and empty? I suppose this is why so many people shut them selves off to letting people get close, and avoid getting hurt, but I just don't see it that way. I can only hope I choose a little more carefully next time.
Its times like this that I'd cut all my hair off, but I already did that this summer, and don't have much to spare. A new tattoo should cheer me up. So should a vacation after these wreched holidays are over.
On a brighter note, I went up to blue on sunday, stayed the night, and went out again today. Sunday was crazy cold, but today was warmer, sunny, and the snow was nice and powdery. I even tackled some fresh powder between the trees.
I think I'll use my 5X7 once more before the black out period over the holidays, so if anyone wants to go next sunday or monday, let me know!
Bah Humbug
I hate december. My birthday (9days away) and Christmas (16 days away) should probably be joyous times, spent with family, and those that love you and all that other sentimental bullshit, but for what ever reason, almost on que, my so called life seems to fall apart , in one asspect or another, right around now every single year.
I was hoping to slide by it this time, but much to my dismay, history has once again repeated its self.
Why is it, no matter how together every other I may have everything else in my life, does becoming freshly single feel so sickening and empty? I suppose this is why so many people shut them selves off to letting people get close, and avoid getting hurt, but I just don't see it that way. I can only hope I choose a little more carefully next time.
Its times like this that I'd cut all my hair off, but I already did that this summer, and don't have much to spare. A new tattoo should cheer me up. So should a vacation after these wreched holidays are over.
On a brighter note, I went up to blue on sunday, stayed the night, and went out again today. Sunday was crazy cold, but today was warmer, sunny, and the snow was nice and powdery. I even tackled some fresh powder between the trees.
I think I'll use my 5X7 once more before the black out period over the holidays, so if anyone wants to go next sunday or monday, let me know!
Bah Humbug
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leslielynn:
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brokenglasskid:
You know what will cheer you up?! Coming to montreal and seeing your old friend Jay!!! I hear he misses you alot! 