Do not follow your heart. You have been there done that. Now is the time for being realistic and sticking to the commitments you have made, seeing them through, and being responsible. Roots down, branches up.
You do only live once, but that's not an excuse to be completely irrational. Start by being the best at what you do, making each day work for you, continuing to be positive and motivated and working on yourself so that in this singular life you have a strong foundation from which to attain your goals as a whole, well rounded, mentally and emotionally sound individual.
As you see progress, doubt will fade, and happiness, inner fulfillment and contentment will follow as your positive energy grows and spreads to those around you and out into the world.
MERRY CHRISTMAS LADYYYYYY I WANTED A BLANKET FOR AND YOU UNDER MY TREE WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING...MAKE IT HAPPEN PREZZZZZZEEEE! HAHAH. I HOPE THE HOLIDAYS BRING YOU A TON OF HAPPINESS AND GOOD HEALTH!
You do only live once, but that's not an excuse to be completely irrational. Start by being the best at what you do, making each day work for you, continuing to be positive and motivated and working on yourself so that in this singular life you have a strong foundation from which to attain your goals as a whole, well rounded, mentally and emotionally sound individual.
As you see progress, doubt will fade, and happiness, inner fulfillment and contentment will follow as your positive energy grows and spreads to those around you and out into the world.
How's that?