Ugh, why must by best friend (Kenny) be so mother fucking sexy? He is awesome at pool, like holy fuck he'll get 6 amazing shots in a row. Am I the only person that thinks that's fucking hot? I know I'm a weirdo but haha who doesn't know that? 
And oh god... he's fucking sexy.
So yeah that pisses me off cuz he's my best friend and he's like a brother to me. We can make out and sleep together (literally sleep together, like in the same bed next to each other) and cuddle and what not. We had sex one time and it made me in a weird mood. I was thinking "Ok... am I in love with him?!" and was very confused because I just had these unfamiliar feelings. I have always been able to differentiate sex from love. So after that I didn't sleep with him anymore. We've really wanted to have sex with each other a lot but he's been really taking a lot of Adderall since he moved back which apparently makes your willy all wiggly and funny
I dunno. It's just weird and I hate thinking. I have I guess been dating this guy, we haven't fucked or anything. We've hung out and gone out to eat and stuff. We've made out. Kenny told my mom I was dating someone and how upset he was about it. So he's jealous. And yet before he moved to Hawaii and was living with us he was dating some stupid fucking whore. I hated her. She ended up fucking him over. He didn't think that I might be jealous. And he was fucking this slut. I'm just HANGING OUT with members of the opposite sex and it bothers him so much,
It's a weird jealousy thing with us. He's very protective of me and my feelings as am I with him. I told him all about Sam and the abortion and that BS and he wants to beat the fuck out of Sam and kinda wanna kill him. That's not gonna help anything so he just said we'd wait a few weeks to see what happens. It's so surreal for me to have a boy SERIOUSLY love and care about me so much. I mean I know he wants to bang me (lol) a lot but he loves me for real and I feel it and know it.
Blarg, I'm tired and need sleep but he wants me to watch Evan Almighty with him (again, since I fell asleep last time) and cuddle and love.
I do fucking love him. *sigh* I hate feelings. Ok, I don't hate feelings but I hate when they confuse me and are hard to figure out and I don't know what to do.
Carolina sucks hahahaha fuckers. I love my motha fuckin Cowboys baby
And oh god... he's fucking sexy.
So yeah that pisses me off cuz he's my best friend and he's like a brother to me. We can make out and sleep together (literally sleep together, like in the same bed next to each other) and cuddle and what not. We had sex one time and it made me in a weird mood. I was thinking "Ok... am I in love with him?!" and was very confused because I just had these unfamiliar feelings. I have always been able to differentiate sex from love. So after that I didn't sleep with him anymore. We've really wanted to have sex with each other a lot but he's been really taking a lot of Adderall since he moved back which apparently makes your willy all wiggly and funny
I dunno. It's just weird and I hate thinking. I have I guess been dating this guy, we haven't fucked or anything. We've hung out and gone out to eat and stuff. We've made out. Kenny told my mom I was dating someone and how upset he was about it. So he's jealous. And yet before he moved to Hawaii and was living with us he was dating some stupid fucking whore. I hated her. She ended up fucking him over. He didn't think that I might be jealous. And he was fucking this slut. I'm just HANGING OUT with members of the opposite sex and it bothers him so much,
It's a weird jealousy thing with us. He's very protective of me and my feelings as am I with him. I told him all about Sam and the abortion and that BS and he wants to beat the fuck out of Sam and kinda wanna kill him. That's not gonna help anything so he just said we'd wait a few weeks to see what happens. It's so surreal for me to have a boy SERIOUSLY love and care about me so much. I mean I know he wants to bang me (lol) a lot but he loves me for real and I feel it and know it.
Blarg, I'm tired and need sleep but he wants me to watch Evan Almighty with him (again, since I fell asleep last time) and cuddle and love.
I do fucking love him. *sigh* I hate feelings. Ok, I don't hate feelings but I hate when they confuse me and are hard to figure out and I don't know what to do.
Carolina sucks hahahaha fuckers. I love my motha fuckin Cowboys baby
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panthro:
oh quit her yapping and start fucking! hahaha it's inevidable, yer gonna be bouncing on his cock in no time. you are both filthy animals and are crazy for each other. so do eeeeet!
beebee:
He sounds like a great guy. If I were you I'd just jump his bones. But what do I know? 