emily:
like I said in your last journal update a min ago...Don't feel ugy,because you're not!!Your voice is so sweet,and cute!I love it!AND DON'T take pills to kill yourself!!It's just not good,not good at all!Things WILL get better...I know!You will find a job sometime,just don't give up..you know????And...you will have lots of "goodtimes"(goodtimes as in lots of sex or what not) with me,or some nice girl that you'll meet.....But I hope it's me,and not some other girl......
emily:
umm hmm "ugly" not..."ugy" oopsss teehee...man I can't spell sometimes.......I could kick myself in the junk right now....really...
randomdent:
I think I gave up along time ago.
emily:
well shit.........I don't know WHAT to say then.......
orchid1:
Please don't kill yourself, things will get better and you'll find a job so you can move to a place that makes you happy. It might take time but it will be worth it when it happens. Job hunting is horrible but everyone has to do it and it always sucks, but then you'll find a great job and it will have been worth it.
And there is no reason you should feel ugly and bad, you're really hot and you'll get a girl who knows that and wants to take you in public and fuck you in the rain, hell Emily sounds like she really wants to be that girl, don't kill yourself, life will get better and if you're dead you can't enjoy all the great stuff thats still coming, you're just 19, theres so much that still has to happen, don't leave on a bad note. besides if you die now you can't sleep with Emily and I think she'd be disappointed and I'm going to guess that you would be too...