After so many chaotic, hard and bittersweet months here I am with the news that on January 4 my little Éren Apollo was born. 👣
Since I found out I was pregnant it hasnt been easy, many unpleasant things have happened between those months... at my six month of pregnancy I fell from the stairs of my house and from that point I had bleedings and threats of premature labor.
Fortunately we were able to reach "term" of the pregnancy. I put it in quotes because when my baby was born he was underweight :( apparently had growth restriction at the end of pregnancy. It's like if he was born at 34weeks. Since then it has been a rise and fall of emotions.
My little one hasn't been able to gain weight and lose a lot of weight the first week of birth. We have stopped up to the national institute of pediatrics in Mexico City with many pediatricians and they have not found what happens with my baby and why he does not gain weight.
This Thursday we have an appointment with an endocrinologist hoping that he can give us a diagnosis and treatment. 🤞
I really don't wish anyone everything I'm going through, it's horrible the feeling of helplessness and worry.
So today I come to vent a little and ask for a virtual hug that I need so much throughout this process. And the cherry on top, I wanted to upload content but I could not even look my self in the mirror. Seeing my postpartum body has been shocking. I understand that it is a normal and natural process but it makes me feel a little sadder.
So, here I am, trying to be strong for my baby and me.
I have missed all of you, models and members as u cannot imagine. Excuse me for being so far away. 🥺
Love, Ralit ♥️
