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So a few nights ago I spent the evening with an exgirlfriend of mine that I have held a lonely heart for for about four years. We had decided not to date about a month or so ago because she was scared of hurting me again. She knew how I felt and couldn't stand the idea of putting me through the pain that she put me through last time we broke up. Well on Thursday night we hung out and cuddled and kisses and made love for hours. I came out of it with no expectations. I refused to let myself get worked up about it because I couldn't go through that hurt again either. Tonight we hung out again and decided that we were going to date. Just date. Take it slowly and see what happened. She told me she still loves me and she knows that I still love her. So now it's just rthe two of us wanting to make sure that neither of us are going to get hurt. I"m so happy right now I could jump for joy. My life is in a weird state of change and so is hers, but this could be the best thing that has happened to me since her and I broke up.