So an update on my life is needed.
My legal issues are in limbo at the moment because the DA asked for a continuance to talk to one of my witnesses before deciding to move forward on the case. I now have to wait another two months for this shit to be over. God I hate working with the system...
My money situation is good but not perfect. I absolutely love what I do. It's what I have always wanted to do for a living but sometimes I do wish that it paid better. Of course, I knew that going in so I can't bitch too much. I have money for bills and food and going out every once in a while.
My love life is in a weird state. Me and my ex from several years ago decided it wasn't a good idea to date...Actually she decided that it wasn't a good idea that we date. I didn't press as to why. I figured if she wasn't into it then it wouldn't work no matter how much I wanted it. So I started seeing a couple of people. Nothing serious or anything just dating and the occassional one night stand with one of them. STill hanging out with this ex because we have been very close friends for so long. Well there ended up being some drama that we were both involved in and the next time we hung out we talked about all the reasons it was that we shouldn't date. She told me that when she broke up with me the last time that she felt horrible about how much she hurt me and that she couldn't see that again. She was scared to risk our friendship over it but that she was still in love with me. We talked. We cuddled, we kissed, we made love, we talked more and more and more and it was an amazing night. It ended with me telling her that she knows how I feel. IF she wanted to date me again then it was something she would have to let me know. I had no expectations. All I really want is for her to be happy. That I was grateful for a wonderful night with the woman I love. Beyond that she should should do what she feels is right.
We are hanging out again tomorrow night. Don't know what will happen, but I'm not going to expect anything. If we get back together then great. If we don't ehn I have had a night with a close friend that has brought us closer.
Life is good, but still complicated.
Oh yeah! my birthday party. You guys are comming right???
My legal issues are in limbo at the moment because the DA asked for a continuance to talk to one of my witnesses before deciding to move forward on the case. I now have to wait another two months for this shit to be over. God I hate working with the system...
My money situation is good but not perfect. I absolutely love what I do. It's what I have always wanted to do for a living but sometimes I do wish that it paid better. Of course, I knew that going in so I can't bitch too much. I have money for bills and food and going out every once in a while.
My love life is in a weird state. Me and my ex from several years ago decided it wasn't a good idea to date...Actually she decided that it wasn't a good idea that we date. I didn't press as to why. I figured if she wasn't into it then it wouldn't work no matter how much I wanted it. So I started seeing a couple of people. Nothing serious or anything just dating and the occassional one night stand with one of them. STill hanging out with this ex because we have been very close friends for so long. Well there ended up being some drama that we were both involved in and the next time we hung out we talked about all the reasons it was that we shouldn't date. She told me that when she broke up with me the last time that she felt horrible about how much she hurt me and that she couldn't see that again. She was scared to risk our friendship over it but that she was still in love with me. We talked. We cuddled, we kissed, we made love, we talked more and more and more and it was an amazing night. It ended with me telling her that she knows how I feel. IF she wanted to date me again then it was something she would have to let me know. I had no expectations. All I really want is for her to be happy. That I was grateful for a wonderful night with the woman I love. Beyond that she should should do what she feels is right.
We are hanging out again tomorrow night. Don't know what will happen, but I'm not going to expect anything. If we get back together then great. If we don't ehn I have had a night with a close friend that has brought us closer.
Life is good, but still complicated.
Oh yeah! my birthday party. You guys are comming right???
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Glad things are going well, though. I've found that enjoying your job is much better than a lame job that pays well.
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