very nice!, hey enjoy your trip to lovely san diego! do you leave tomorrow or saturday?
i'm gonna email you my number so maybe we can meet up on monday @ the rouge?
I know... It would be much easier for me to just GET OVER IT... (oh what a concept) if I tried.
I think I am too lost with hope right now that it will work. I'm still holding on.
You know? Its tough. When it gets to the point where the hope fades maybe I'll give up. But Im doing my best right now to hold onto it with all I have because he means the world to me.
I know I could do it without him... I know I could move on... I know I could be happy.... and if I have to I will. But when something so wonderful and its right in front of you, you HAVE to give it all you have. I feel like if I walk away from it I could be making a huge mistake. I want to know that I tried my hardest. If that makes any sense.