Yeah, there were occasions when I was ready to throw it all in and tell everyone to go to hell. I felt under appreciated and over abused. I know I was but I still miss it. I don't have the heart to find another school and start over again out here, though. I still feel a loyalty to my old federation. Eventually I'll get the self motivation to start practicing again on my own.
What style for you? I'm pretty sure I asked that before but I forgot.
Awesome! No thanks on the JuJitsu. I didn't even enjoy sparring in my style. I was more comfortable with breaking, forms and weapons. If I could have done just that I would have been happiest but that whole "well-rounded" thing was a big part of our training.