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should i skip class today? i stayed up until 4 last night trying to finish this painting that isn't near being done, and the critique is today. gah, i'm producing shit as of lately, i just want to go home, i'm burnt out and thats really sad, because it's only been about 4 months of college life and i'm dead...the real world will eat me alive. i will never make it as a professional illustrator, go into debt, start up a heroin addiction, get a job at McDonalds to feed said addiction, loose my crappy stuido appartment, move into a cadboard box and paint murals on back ally walls with pigon blood and make a good living as a fine artist...who wants to join me?

i think i will be going to sleep now and try to forget about all of this till tuesday...god, sometimes i really hate my life.

i seriously can't wait until this movie comes out, you will love this

Devlins - Surrender