i feel so drained.
i drove on jupiter today for the first time in 11 years... felt so strange and made me smile, big time smile.
felt like home in a small way.
thought i was completely over that.

Where's your fave SG chicks......
It seems the best bands have to all play together to get anyone out...the Johnny Cash thing at T-land last night wasn't bad on turn out....
tonight, probably just go dancing with B or something.....
I'm a little tired of my BS gig as well....I've been thinking of sitting in with other bands that need a drummer just to shake the dust off.....seeing Suzy play last night with no drummer really had me sitting on my hands....

i tried adding my fave sg girls but i guess i didnt do it right... i have such a hard on for luxe. i dont think she's active on here anymore... just my luck.
i was out at the Cash thing for a little while, but was so tired from work and no one interesting to talk to, i gave up... i've become such a puss and extremely picky about my company.
i dont know what it takes for people to come out anymore... i'm just extremely burned out right now in every possible way. seeing such a poor turn out, not just at our shows, is very difficult for me to take. i;ve been begging chris to get us gigs somewhere other than tacoland... we're playing at the Davenport on the 6th... but i think it's completely the wrong place... whatever. right now i just dont care about what i'm doing musically. i've talked to patrick about doing something... i need to get off my ass for it, he seems interested.
thanks for the reply... i forgot people could/would read this. i'm mostly, well maybe 98% honest on this thing. as time goes by, i realise i dont give a shit what people know about me or not... except info that might hurt others... that i'm careful of.