puresauciness

I'll update soon. I am off to my new un-happy job. I really want to thank everyone for continuing to post in my sad and depressing journal. I seriously am trying to be happy. I am beginning to wonder if I am just not destined to be happy or to have what I want. I have asked a million times and I will ask again: What secures your happiness? What things will make you smile and make you feel whole even when everything else seems to be shit?