punkie

for some reason i feel kinda lost. sometimes i wish i didnt have to do the tiniest things. like eat, take showers, get out of bed. idk whats wrong with me. sometimes i wish i only had enough belongings to pack in a bag so i could leave and do whatever i wanted. at times i want to be able to get wasted face like back in the day and not care what;s gonna happen. i love my boyfriend but i miss the thrill of the chase. getting to know a guy, getting butterflies, getting let down and playing hard to get. i dont know whats up. maybe im going through a mid-mid life crisis. please help!! lol