pubert

I'm going shoe shoping with my friend christian. She has a vagina so maybe she can explain to me what i'm doing wrong here...if anything. Or at least cheer me up from this over whelming fear that i'm gonna be a nobody. I'm writing music like crazy but damnest thing happend. When ever i try to write about what i'm going through it comes out redundent. But eventully i get frustrated and have this great music with no lyrics to accompy it so i go back to well and write about some past calamity or my few brushes with blue oyster cult (hidden message in that last one). Then it turns out well. So i tooke one of my older songs i wrote years ago that i won't admit to writing (even though i did). Its a bit harder but i took this accoustic deal i've been toying with for about a year now and mashed the two together. It needs some tweaking here and there but i'm really happy with the way its coming together. I'm not in a band. I just like to write. I think even if your bad at it like me...it can be theraputic when you need it to