Man it is so nice to take a break from everything and enjoy what little free time I have. Every day from now and the past 2-3 weeks I've been staying up till 1 or 2 am. I'm so focused on college right now and I'm doing as much as I can to get the best grade possible. Studying a lot for midterms and writing big essays. I just turned in my paper for my history class. It was 4 pages long. I didn't like what I was writing. I felt like I was writing the same thing over and over again but it had to be done. Now I have to start practice for my midterm the tuesday before thanksgiving. Writing facts about many different things and waiting a ton of papers and I still and to focus on my other class which I'm starting to struggle in. Trying to transfer out of here. I think I have enough classes and transferable units to transfer to san jose state. I really would like to transfer to another college to another city like fresno state, san francisco state, or even transfer out to another state like nevada, oregon, illinois, colorado or anywhere that I would enjoy but I don't want to go anywhere far so I can stay here and take care of my dad. Hopefully next year I'll be at san jose state doing better then than now.