I remember the days I was so content that I was trying to deep throat ramune bottles with the drink still in it.
I'm feeling really... dreary again. I'm so happy my mommie is home. I missed her. Just at the same time. I'm irritated and annoyed and apparently being mean. Which was weird when my mom calls me mean and asks me how i have friends and I know damn well that it was just her being cute and trying to get me to talk about whats wrong and all I do is start crying. We talked about stuff later. After a while, cause I avoid answering questions.
The only thing I have to cheer me up is a concert on the 25th. Sounds lame but these guys are my inner soul.
My mom is getting a scanner tomorrow. Part of me wants to ask for a Nintendo DSi. I like them, but I more just want to play Cooking Mama and Gardening Mama. And something else about a diabolical box.
I guess I'm emotional. I need cheering up, but I don't even know whats wrong.
I'm having problems with one friend of mine, but it affects about 3 more in the whole thing.
I don't know. My life is so simple and stress free, but sometimes. I feel like I'm drowning under it all. I don't expect to really be fine after all the crap, but I don't know. I feel like I should be better.
I'm so two sided right now. One side of me is truly happy and content and the other is suffocating and wanting out.
Lame lame lame.
I'm feeling really... dreary again. I'm so happy my mommie is home. I missed her. Just at the same time. I'm irritated and annoyed and apparently being mean. Which was weird when my mom calls me mean and asks me how i have friends and I know damn well that it was just her being cute and trying to get me to talk about whats wrong and all I do is start crying. We talked about stuff later. After a while, cause I avoid answering questions.
The only thing I have to cheer me up is a concert on the 25th. Sounds lame but these guys are my inner soul.
My mom is getting a scanner tomorrow. Part of me wants to ask for a Nintendo DSi. I like them, but I more just want to play Cooking Mama and Gardening Mama. And something else about a diabolical box.
I guess I'm emotional. I need cheering up, but I don't even know whats wrong.
I'm having problems with one friend of mine, but it affects about 3 more in the whole thing.
I don't know. My life is so simple and stress free, but sometimes. I feel like I'm drowning under it all. I don't expect to really be fine after all the crap, but I don't know. I feel like I should be better.
I'm so two sided right now. One side of me is truly happy and content and the other is suffocating and wanting out.
Lame lame lame.
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you really shouldn't judge by book covers...
deep throating bottles?!?! uhm... the mind wanders... ^^
don't be moody! go and have some fun!!
<3
screw the fan base, they're extremley annoying, but why do you even care?just try to ignore them (like i do) and make up your own mind about those books. and what's the point in waiting? i'd recommend you read the books first before watching any of the movies. you'll like them if you like vampires and/or love storys.
i'd sure love to see that live.... XD
have fun at the show then, which band is it?