💜💜💜 sending my love to you Phi!! My 3 things... skipping making dinner so I could get a nap in before work lol, spending time on stream playing Phasmo with the birthday girl and you, having great friends to calm me down after a weird situation (if they weren't there then I probably would have bawled my eyes out).

Hope everything is going ok babe, hope you're doing well. My biggest positive for now is having my contracts for a new house signed. That's good enough to keep me excited for now. Still a little anxious about the loan though. Sending you my love and positivity sweetheart. 💕💕

You truly made a productive weekend despite your mood, that's something to be proud of! I had a very relaxed weekend after a hard work week and right now I'm back on it. Wish you the best for this week, all my love and support!

Sending Positive Thoughts... You Look Adorable, Amazing, Beautiful, Lovely and Sexy... With Respect... Love 💗, Kisses👄 and Hugs 👫

I did some painting, read a bit more of the book im reading to, and caught up with one of the podcasts i listen to. Was about 4 episodes i had missed out on. I hope this week goes better for you.

Lovely blog and gorgeous photo ❤

Saturday I had to be strong one.keep together. And act like I wasn't hurt, and not have break down. And make sure my brother as a proper military  funeral and get him family through this.  There's 3 positive things in this story.

Sunday today I spent a lot of time with my little girl 7yr old and this is the username she picked out when she was 4yrs old Little Red. First I teased her.  She would say Daddy when are we going to the store and I want McDonald's. We are not going McDonald's. Daddy hates them nasty soilbeen burgers. But Dad you said you would take me, now I'm not sure what to do. I'm not gonna be able to make it. Daddy because I want chicken nuggets with ranch and I have money daddy from my birthday. Are going to buy dad a big Mac. Yes if daddy gets me that game I want. Okay but your 5 dollars is costing daddy 50 dollars . Okay daddy get dressed. And 3 positive things in this story.

On January 24th it was a Sunday. I was really close to a mental break down. On Saturday 23rd I had to make sure my best friend my Veteran Brother got a proper military funeral at the Veterans cemetery.  And he caught COVID19 working making sure his family had everything they needed. He was good man,  honest and respectful and a good dad and good boyfriend to Janet they were engaged. And I will never forget be deployed with Matt. To Kuwait to protect the oil fields. From Iraq and sometimes we think Iran. Anyway only 10 are aloud at Veteran's cemetery. I made sure he got a proper military burial. For his family and friends. And I've lost including Summer 11 people I loved. And Sunday January 24th I was close mental break down. And the phone rang and it was Little Reds mom. And she said I'm glad you answered, I can't find anyone to watch her and I have to work. I said drop her off I need her, maybe she can help me. Please don't talk like that we need you, And she's so funny and happy because she gets to see her Dad. I haven't had any mental problem since. My 7yr old is entertainment, she's so funny. I was really happy to see her I was in bad way Sunday January 24th exsplampe look were I tried to write about my best friends funeral on this blog.  @phianixx  will tell you it's hard on you . When you loose loved ones and family. She's lost a lot of her family to COVID19. She's almost been in the situation as me. We're going to be okay and I have support on this website and its helped. Loosing the ones you love can effect your mental health. Anyone going through this ask for help.

Well I’m playing a lot of Final Fantasy 7 remake, chat to my friends in my DMs/WhatsApp, cook for/talk to my folks, watch good shows like Supernatural/The Office US/Red Dwarf/Wandavision, listening to Amorphis (my favourite band atm), work on my blogs here, work on my fan account and going for walks. So I have a lot of positive going on and fully focused on those. It has definitely help me a lot. I’m glad your positive stuff that your doing is keeping you in a good place @phianixx

Also well done on this being FP!!

I just typed and deleted a frickin essay - suffice to say that I did some emergency work over the weekend for a client who's normally totally unappreciative, and he actually remembered to thank me for the quick turnaround.  It was a nice reminder not to be petty because even though I had the time, I almost left it until Monday just because of his earlier attitude.

I had a positive and cool talk with my son. I thanked someone for being kind and great. I send some good vibes to a dear friend