So I was watching the construction workers out my window again today and thoroughly enjoying it. There's just something really relaxing and almost uplifting about watching something tangible and useful being formed out of so much chaos. To hear them screaming and yelling at each other and hearing the enormous crashes and bangs of stuff falling over you'd think it was an absolute diseaster. Every night, though, when I head off to work, there's a building there, looking that much more complete. It really makes me think that I might be able to make chaos philosophy work. Now if I could only channel my own chaos as effectively 
you have this problem too?
It's always to just rant and complain some days, huh?
and about that insurance thing, I wouldn't mind so much if I didn't need the brown car for my buisness, because I figure everone can see the yellow car and will stay out of my way......but that one is just a summer driver.....and you know, I have never driven in winter......but having two cars for different seasons makes me feel so cool....and rich.....which would make me a liar......and I'm about to tangent I can feel it...so I best get going. word.