Aw, cheer up pet! I like yer calendar pages!! I'm sure I'll think of something for you to turn into one (heads off to browse the UKSG sets again!! )
And as for the changes, I'm with the boy organic on this 'un - once they resolve themselves, I'm sure they'll turn out better than they seem now. Take care.
It's not uncommon to go through a phase where we feel unloved and disconnected, even when we have loved ones just in the next room, as it were. God knows I've felt like this once or twice and it's never fun, and leaving uni to go home can be a killer for it too.
I can imagine you're feeling quite isolated up there in Manchester, away from your uni friends, the London crew and everything and I wish I had some magic words for you that'd make your realise that you're not really as alone as you think, but with me I know it's always been a case of realising things for myself, I can't imagine it being much different for you.
Things are always changing, whether you realise it or not, but with every change we become older and wiser and discover new people and things that become close to us.