perpetualbubble

i dont think im that vocal in my everyday life. so why is it that when i find myself alone, after a long day peopled, that i talk to myself or just make random noises. do i just need to continue the noise of my noisy life. i just need to fill this sphere of silence around me. goddamnit. you know, when im on my computer, doing shit like this, i like to keep the t.v. on. i think this kind of thing is what has been giving me headaches. my friend told me that aspirin in excess eats away your stomach lining. scared me abit. im trying to relax more. but actually, i dont comsider myself a stressful person. hmmmm. im kinda thinking its been from these naps ive been having after work. blah. leaves your head feeling fluffy.

and dude. the risk boardgame is the shit. is the shit all over my face. so awesome.

and i found friday night, lying on my friends floor, wondering, what do you do when you hear some one throwing up? i think about what id want. probably to be alone. i guess i made the right decision. i was thinking of holding her hair back. didnt know if she'd like that. i just asked her if she was okay when she was done. i think she didnt hear me. i think she thought i was mumbling in my sleep.

school monday. only two classes for this first quarter. one ill be learning the art of dining room service. waiting tables bitches.

love you all