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Feh.
I feel so busy, but after looking back and thinking about it, I'm not. I'm still tired, maybe that makes it feel like there's less time in the day for me to get things done? Maybe?
I didn't get to go to the doctor Friday, due to insane traffic and me being almost 2 hours late to my appointment (when I left 45 minutes before I needed to be there...)

Stress is taking over my brain, I think that's what it is. I've been super cranky/mopey/doubtful/etc lately and I'm tired of it. Maybe I need a vacation, but I don't see that happening any time soon.

I'd really like to look for a new job. Well, I don't necessarily want to, but...This job's pay is crappy and I can't afford to pay bills and the measly $900 debt that I have that I could've had paid off by now. On paycheck days, most of it goes to bills and then I'll have a little left for groceries and gas, but barely enough.

I also wanted to start sewing again to make extra money but I can't get sewing supplies either so boo.
I keep just thinking I should move to Washington and get a job with Roxanne, so I'd make $15 an hour and live somewhere I think is worth living in. Yes, I hate California. I might be the only one, but it's true.



In other news, I had a birthday! Fly_Away brought me to lunch and I was full and comfy all day, then we played around at the craft store. The next day, my friend Nick came over and we watched some football and ate ice cream. Labor Day, well...I was just lazy all day with Tigahstyle. We did nothing but nap and watch tv all day.

This weekend, we might be going to Disneyland for my makeup birthday (since I didn't have money to do anything on the actual day) So if anyone wants to come too, I'll let you know the day and the actual time and whatnot, so you can come too!


P.S. Annnnd I just got an email from my Gram that says she is going to have heart surgery on the 25th. "I have what is called a 'thoracic aortic aneurysm"

P.S. I might not have to go to work on Friday, woot!