Oh yeah!!! My best friend used to live right across the street from there. Last house on the right. My parents still live in the big yellow house with the yard decorated right next to the empty lot from the laundromat. I'm up there all the time. Honk if ya see me!!!
YEAH!!! HATE PEOPLE!!!! They're fucking vile worthless peices of shit that are no better than the bacteria and viruses that prey on them . I think that was in my very first profile here!!!! i mean, everyone sucks except us!
no my freidns are ok, i just get in moods were i think there out to get me! and get stressed about nothign too.
i just got back from Troy and i did enjoy it. you could've come whats a few thousand miles uh?
but i just wanted to doing for myself and be alone ya know? can you dig what i'm saying?
Me and Kurtz had a long conversation about this too. In general I have an air of contempt for people. When I find myself being human that contempt is reflected on me too. Even on the rare occasion when I get the urge to be socially active I only want to hang out with "my kind of people". Probably a big part of why I like this site so much. Not too many of "our kind" are around Toledo so I try to escape through here.
I was just gonna write an update somewhat along these lines. I'll probably get around to it later tonight, so you can get a taste of my take on it things.
I'm just a generally introspective person. Tommorow night I'm all about having a good time though. I hope so anyway.
THANKS SO MUCH!!! And I know what you mean about getting down on people....I've been feeling like that some myself....but along with the bad we find good too...it just is more difficult to see at times.....anyway::HUGS:: and
arrgh! the stalker is really getting on my nerves now. He keeps talking about her like a love sick puppy. I asked him nicely to stop mentioning her in his journal and profile like that cause it creeps us both out. So he just ignores me and deletes my post. I just sent him the following email. I'm giving it to you both to tell me if i'm being unfair to him and for postarity in case he tries to change what i said:
Dude, if you're gonna delete my post in your journal, the least you can do is what I asked. I dont think I'm being unreasonable by asking you not to talk about my girlfriend like that in a public forum. Its rude, inconsiderate; and to be honest we BOTH find it more than a little creepy. The whole fantasy of quiting your job and driving to be with her is scary dude. Seriously. I understand that you guys are friends and thats cool. But you need to realize that that's ALL you are. Ok?
I hope I don't have to say anything more about it. Please just change the stuff in your profile about her and stop obsessing over her in your journal. She doesnt say anything about it cause she's too nice, but it really does creep her out. And if youreally are her friend you wouldnt want to make her uncomfortable.
People watching's one of my favourite things to occupy my time with, when I actually go out in public... all the interaction, most of it stupid, boastful, and a waste of time, is nonetheless interestin' to me.
Anyways, anyways, just hating yourself isn't gonna getcha anywhere, and you know that. I ain't gonna go off on how you should try to change the bad things, 'cuz, well, you're a grown woman and I'm sure like fifty people have told you that already. So, just realize you could always be worse and appreciate how far (or short) you may've come.
Oh, yeah, and I'll be gone for a matter of months... sucks, but it's what I signed up for. I might get a port call or somethin', but I doubt it. Regardless, I'll say what's up (if you're still around) to you as soon as possible. You're far too interestin' and cool for me to just ignore and schtuff.
oh..I know I'm gonna take a butt-load of pictures!!!