i go through the same thing every now and then and i'm never sure how i get out of it, i have spent the day on the sofa in my duvet today too and i think that's what sucks me under.
Going out for fresh air usually helps me.
Hope things look up for you soon x x x
I live in Seattle, but work in Long Beach every week or two. It has been MISERABLE in Seattle lately, so this sunshine is just absolutely soul-warming for me.
You know what? Your blog actually touches people. Granted, we'll likely never meet, but you get to do something beautiful, even if it is just sharing how sad you feel right now. You are creating human connection, which is priceless. I don't know if this helps you at all, but I send you my best, and my thanks for sharing your life with us. Peace.
Psst. You're too young and full of opportunity and promise to be this depressed. You're not allowed to feel that way until you are my age and have your mid-life crisis.
Get yourself engaged in something meaningful where other people depend on you -- volunteer at the Red Cross to help with Haiti stuff, or something -- and I think you will find that being needed and useful will help you feel better all around, and be more productive in other areas of your life.
I went thru this same period about 4-5 months ago. It's miserable, and exhausting, and you feel like it has no end. It does. Stay strong, get some help, talk to someone, life will come back to you eventually, you'll just have to work a bit harder for it.