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Thursday Jul 07, 2005

Jul 7, 2005
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Ahhh!!! Fuck me runnin'!!!!
I just typed a huge journal update and completely lost it all because I got auto logged out for changing my alias! Damn it... well lets see what I remember...

I was basically just blabbing about how happy I am right now because I am almost positive that I will be moving to Denver at the end of the month. There is so much to do before then and it is creeping up on me really quickly. I have been in a huge rut for about the last year and a half and have been so unhappy with many aspects of my life, Im really excited that I am actually moving forward to change and get out of this dead spot of my life.
August 30th will be the first day at my new culinary school. Its very exciting to actually try a career that I have passion for! Granted it will be an enormous change since right now I hardly ever work and make a shit load of money. Starting out in the cooking world I will be doing the exact opposite, working all the time for not much money. It is going to be a big change! But one that I am excited to make.
I have a few friends that are pretty upset that I am moving, which I understand but it also pisses me off. My friends think that since they love their life and I am a part of their life that I must also love my life and everything about it. Well, I greatly enjoy the friendships that I have gained over the years, but the honest truth is that they are hitting a very tough spot right now. I have a large group of friends of which I am the only single person in the group! This doesnt make for great company at all times. Granted I love the time I spend with them, but it can also be very hard to be around these people when I am the only one who isnt starting a family. But I dont think this has ever even occurred to them. Oh well Im done with that back to happy!
God I cant wait to start school and start fresh in a new city! On top of that good lord the weather in Denver is so awesome!!!
Oh well I should really get to bed so I can get up tomorrow and quit my job!!! Yeah!!!

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