osiruss

ut in a place of dominance and be soso, or submissive, or suck at it and fail....but she, stood out. she was remembered and was a force to be reckoned with. indulgence, sex, ruthless and no regret. thats pretty much how i live my life. i was young , only 17 and i demanded to move to california. i made it. partied. went to burning man , reggae on the river..... if i look back, i do feel i demanded out of life what i wanted. i wanted adventure.... i moved to hawaii when i was 16 then Cali. seen the darkest deepest lowest corners of life, and some of the most beautiful most luxurious places and things all together is what is called my life. i have been to a hotel in India that looked like the taj mahal ..... been to a statue of budah in Thai land.... been to the kings palace hotel in Thai land where you could swim up to the bar in the pool and get a exotic cocktail.... listening to water falls around you and gardens drapping over the pool walls and into the water. i have seen 5 year olds beg for money in india with bloody feet. I have been to stuck up horse shows, with my beautiful thoroughbred ex race horse....im just saying. if you demand alot out of life... you get alot...if you dont believe you should experience a whole lot...then you probably wont.... but it takes facing your fears. and doubts. because seeing and understanding some of the things i do now, came with strength and good intuition, connection to the universe. its been a ride i could never explain. i would have to write a novel...and even then....you wouldnt understand the magic i have seen... so yes. be demanding...be like cleopatra