osaka

blah.




apparently its just not that simple. nothing is simple.
stupid stupid

i dont want a fucking degree
on the other hand i dont want to be a waitress for ever :/

i read Apathy's journals and i want to just fuck everything up and disappear and wander the world, hitchhiking and stuff whatever. nothing.

so how do people do it? how do they know what they want to do? and want to be? how can rob tollerate his studies which are boring and mind numbing and he hates because they will allow him to do what he wants to do? how do you have something you want so much you can get through LOTS of shit to get there?
why do some people get that? and then the rest of us sit around being confused.

whatever.
whine whine whine. comploan.





they really dont need to be so mean