unconditional love is beautiful.

your dinner partners are a true sort of dysfunctional folks.theyre in situations they dont like, that are harmful, yet they stay. they have dreams they want to pursue but the fear of failure is so strong in them that theyll never take that first step.

youre still young, you have your whole life ahead of you, & you cant make anyone else happy before you make yourself happy.youve already overcome one problem...your fear of parental exclusion. im not saying get a divorce, im saying get yourself right so that all else falls into place & order, & comfort is restored.

go forth & make happy, grasshopper!

I love reading your journals. My guess is that it's ooggling but it still doesn't loo just right..I knew lots of guys like the ones tht you were with out to dinner. Some of them I liked even with their faults and some of them wanted to kill because of there faults. Sleeping with another service members wife would have to be the worst fault. But that is the reality of service life when you are so close to people most of who are feeling vulnerable in one way or another because hardly anyone in the service when they have only been in a few enlistments is at home with where they are. Stay strong beautiful. Kiss your husband and baby.

I hope tha you and your family can come out of all that alright, because the war was enough!!!, but now there is a posible divorce I wish you and and your family tons of wisdom and good health, a big hug to you!