opethfan777

It's always frustrating to see people who do terrible things, act like assholes, constantly be rewarded in their lives. Especially when it's people you personally know. I'm by no means perfect at all, but I do strive to do the right thing in situations and lead a decent enough life. Yet, I can't recall the last time something remarkably decent has been done in turn for me. I've remained positive as I can but seriously there are moments where the bullshit gets overwhelming. I know as a person we shouldn't compare ourselves to others, but I feel so far behind everyone in my life anymore. Yet I keep pushing on. I can't figure out why at this point but I never cease...blargh.