and you will continue to make it Onie...
life is all about the hurdles, and jumping over them...
i have a lot of faith in you.
glad you liked your gift
I am attempting to see the role of a peace keeper, a day in and day out recurring event or situation. You become a prisoner of that event or situation and are drained of all energy, hope, desire ... I can understand you saying fuck that. The are more things to life than a continuance of turmoil. Today we do not have to choose those things which cause us to be on the edge constantly.
I just glanced over and read your desire concerning your son, how old is he?
Were you actualy in prison or was that just a metaphor? either way quite poetic.I notice liife seems to just happen positivly when you stop thinking about it..Its like relationships they rarely happen when your on the prowl..and why stupid people are always happy..Dam lucky stupid people
You seem to have survived and done just fine, fortunately.
I assume you're speaking of one of those behavioral correctional facilities for young people. A cousin of mine was sent to one of those places because his mom and dad were such lousy parents. I believe he was beaten and perhaps raped there, though I don't know for sure. I think it really fucked him up permanently. I refer to it as the Samoan Death Camp. I've heard of a couple of them in Jamaica-- as a matter of fact I recently realized that a couple of psychologists I know are involved with one of them. I felt like spitting on them when they told me.
Nonetheless, you did indeed make it, and as time continues its relentless march onward, it will drift further and further into the past until hopefully those memories fade away entirely.
Congratulations on your perserverance, and thanks for the introspective entry. I think you should continue writing this way. You're quite good at it.
hey love I should really call you- I've been too wrapped up in my own shit to be a good friend. Just so you know I think you are a beautiful strong amazing person and I love you and think of you often.
I'm very happy to see you have grasped some peace. It sounds like the great folks here are generally concerned about you and will always be here and there to listen to you. Take your time, relax and smoke another ciggy!
life is all about the hurdles, and jumping over them...
i have a lot of faith in you.
glad you liked your gift
don't stay away from us to long this time