oneirogen

My posts get further and further apart. I just don't have a lot to say. I am just struggling now. Money is tight as hell, the job is rough/consuming and my "social" life is a joke. These seem to be recurring themes. This has been a tough adjustment and I am trying to hang on and not freak out and go back to contracting.

I have not been riding enough. I need to get on the bikes more. I haven't raced at all this year and will probably only do one race. I rarely go out, which is more a money issue. I haven't been reading enough either.

I could tell tales of the shit I deal with at work but don't feel like rehashing it. People do terrible things to each other. The physical abuse is rough but the sexual abuse makes me fucking sick and it is so hard to be professional with those people.

Time to go.