So, I'm in a much better place since I wrote my last mopey blog.
My new roommate has already paid her part of our rent/cable/electricity bills (which she paid early), and as I am not used to living with someone reliable, this has left me in shock (good shock, but shock all the same). This may very well be the first healthy living environment I've ever lived in (seriously, it took 26 years for this).
I finally got to see Star Wars on Tuesday after I randomly, and impulsively, decided to head to the theater 30 minutes before it started. It was somewhat predictable, but I still loved every second. My dad introduced me to Star Wars when I was 6, and I instantly knew what I wanted to do with my life... be Han Solo, and make films.
I've been in a creative rut for a couple years (mixture of stress and failed fundraisers), and after seeing the Force Awakens, I didn't want to sleep, I just wanted to get back to work on my films, and make them the best fucking things anyone has ever seen. This is a new level of motivation for me. Hell, I even stayed up insanely late last night to finalize the budgets for 3 films.
So, no more moping for a while.
Now if you'll excuse me, I've got some boring film-related paperwork to make. WOOHOO!
