As some of you may or may not know I have a chronic illness called Ulcerative Colitis which is all to do with your bowel. It’s a lifelong condition for which there is no cure and due to side effects and causing other problems due to it causing people to have a very weak immune system it can in the worse cases cause death
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teddyk67:
@ohsammiii you are a beautiful, courageous young lady. It is so difficult to control depression at the best of times and coupled with a chronic illness I can only imagine your daily struggle to be strong. I would like to thank you for your blog as I expect that it wasn't an easy thing to share and brought back memories that you would have preferred to forget. I know it doesn't matter how many people tell you how beautiful, sexy, gorgeous you are, it is only yourself that can accept and love the skin you're in before you start to feel better and I am so happy that you can see that in yourself. Take care and all my love and support ☺☺
xheartswornx:
UC is rough, my sister and a few friends have it, actually. I can't wait to admire the set when it drops. I'm always happy to see what you have to offer! I've had some recently rough patches with my own anxiety, as I've said previously, and that toll gets pretty hefty. I've disconnected from a lot of people because it's what I normally do despite the yearn to go the opposite direction and have someone near, but I don't have anyone around that really gets it nor makes much time as a friend otherwise. That wasn't meant to be about me, but I get it. Right now I'm even feeling cloudy. It's like my mind is out of sync with my own thoughts and I can't connect simple things. My every day tasks like typing out e-mails, typing up prescriptions (at work), and certain things have been really off the past couple weeks. In other words, I don't wish that sort of thing on anyone. I hope you find that healing energy, those positive vibes, that love to power through it all and become stronger. I know we should love our bodies and do what we can to be healthy, but remember that it is still a shell. We take care of it so that we can continue on, but that brain and that heart is and will forever be most important of all. Don't get me wrong, you look amazing! I just mean that things catch up and be it illness or mental issues they take their tolls on our physical self, but we can always strive and be strong mentally. I know I dropped by because I fell in love with those eyes, that smile. They're the best tells of a person and they only shine as bright as that heart and soul inside. Those are two things that will never go away despite what some disease state, old age, or whatever or whoever tries to take from us. You'll always be the beautiful you that you want to be as long as you keep on and you share that smile, you keep those honest eyes. You'll only spread the same to those who choose to open their heart and from there it will be a strong community. You inspire as we admire and in turn maybe someone here, myself, or whoever else may get the chance to do the same and be the star in the sky that gets someone else through dark times, lifts them up to take on their own worst enemies (themselves, as we all know). Stay strong, stay beautiful, and stay the good fight. Never let anyone or anything tell you what to do. UC won't take that smile, depression or anxiety may fight it but you're strong enough to overcome. You got this. I'm happy that you share and open up. I'm happy that you are who you are and continue to grow to love that person you are. Alright, I've went on too long. Time to head out myself, but thank you for being you. ❤
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ohsammiii:
@xheartswornx it’s been a while for me too so I was pretty tired! I get the motivation thing, I reallllyyyyyy struggle with the motivation to get up and going. It’s hard but we can do it! Plus feel better for it afterwards! 
ohsammiii:
@fcazares75 normally I have my boyfriend with me to make me feel better 24/7 but he’s away for a few weeks which sucks! I find talking helps which is why I’m always so open about my mental health. Always good to talk about things ☺️ 
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metalfreak:
Oh beautiful bum! x
xheartswornx:
Premium snapchat might be tons of fun, looking at a great wondrous beautiful gorgeous thing such as your buns. Alright, I've lost my flow. I was too distracted to make something sweet and wondrous, but I can't wait to see more on here as my snapchat is barely touched unless I'm eating bananas or making silly faces. Love the bum, but snapchat is my goofy social media platform and... nobody does goofy anymore. Sad face. Stay beautiful! ❤

So although there were some up’s, last year was mostly down for me and a lot went wrong last month... and low and behold the first day of 2018 hasn’t gone exactly to plan. I won’t bore you with the details (although you’ll know if you follow me on insta) but I’m planning on cheering myself up by rewatching izombie...
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ohsammiii:
@xheartswornx I’ve seen hush a couple of times actually which I did enjoy! I thought it was good coz it seemed like something that could actually happen and would be so scary if you were deaf! I find a lot of horror/thriller films not so scary/good because it’s not something that could actually happen, some are so far fetched I end up finding them funny not scary or jumpy haha! I’ll check out the rest though! Thanks dude! 😘 x
xheartswornx:
I agree. I'll use Halloween as an example. The original bored me to death. Don't get me wrong, it's a good film, but unreal. Rob Zombie showed Mikey as a serial killing sociopath from the get go and that is as real as killers get. The truth is scarier than fiction. ❤