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I am sitting at Conference #2 of my "crazy season" right now. It will wind down around 5pm today. I have gotten 10 hours of sleep since Thursday night and have worked nearly 30 hours in the same amount of time. Crazy, I say. I have started the job search...wish me luck.

I have been single now for almost 6 months. I kind of expected that after I got over the hurt that I would want to start hooking up with fuck buddies or dating casually. I am over the hurt, but still have absolutely ZERO desire to be with anyone. Being with another person just feels like too much work and I have no more time in my life available for guys who are going to mess with my head or my heart. Maybe when I finish school in June and my stress is cut down a bit? Or maybe I will just be cynical and untrusting the rest of my life and will have the time to develop an awesome career. The dog ate my favorite sex toy recently, so that poses a problem for me, but I can just go get another when I get the time.

I have been watching a lot of horror movies lately. I get on kicks where I want to have the crap scared out of me. Netflix is great for that...I just turn on the xbox and pick random movies. Some I turn off after 20 minutes when I realize they aren't going to be any good, but I've had pretty good luck with it.

Hope everyone has a great weekend! I will be heading home and sleeping until noon tomorrow...