lol. Thanks man...I try to just add it up to the fact he's tired or whatever the excuse always is; but...not sure if it's just me or every girl; but damn...it makes you feel rejected after a while you know? lol.
O well, his bad...too much longer and whatever happens is on him I guess. I can only TRY to understand him constantly for so long...after all it's me that works, goes to school, and does the family shit...what the hell is his excuse...blah...I should stop now because I may just get myself into trouble somehow with this...lol.
I must say the ironic part about this all is that last night (4 dreams in a row in a night actually) and a couple nights ago too; I keep having this dream that he cheats on me with this VERY nasty bigger bitch...(a dream chick though never met her in person...lol) so I'm starting to wonder about shit even more. The last time I dreamed about this with my ex-husband many years ago...it ended up being true...so can you imagine my head fuck now...lol.
I laugh and cry at the same time...guess I'm a crazy bitch after all huh? lol.
Thanks for letting me vent here though and thanks for actually listening too...lol. It's good to know I'm not a reject to everyone I guess. lmao.
Hopefully tomorrow after a long day and I'm off work it will be a better day...who knows. lol.
