nyhcx516

ok, so on top of all my other problems... get this one.

me and my mom decide to go out for breakfast. we go to the diner in riverhead. order. we are talking, and then my mom gets the panic look on her face, i turn around to see an older man start falling off the stool at the counter. i couldent get to him fast enough, he hits his head on a table, and starts gurlgling. they call 911, we try to help, ems gets there, and withen 5 minutes of working on him, the guy dies. we think he had a heart attack. he had died with his eyes open. its been a long time sice ive seen someone die and it really got to me. i really need a vacation now.

well, long story short. i am getting evicted. lost my job on labor day. the love of my life, anna, moved to wisconsin. and things suck for the most part. BUT, i am doing my best to turn things around and we'll see what happens. i was offline for too long. but im back and i love the new smiley faces