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nurse_mengele

Schaumburg, IL

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Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

Apr 27, 2004
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I just woke up after getting 5 hours of sleep. And I'm not happy about it. All, once again, because...*ahem*...someone in this house can't take care of herself. And It's really grating on me. I nearly got stuck without my car again!!

But aside from that, today will be good. I'm spinning at Flux this evening(for those who aren't familiar, details are in the calendar section of this site and are on my own website as well) so that gives me something to look forward to. Since my car wasn't borrowed today, it looks like decent weather for me to finally hit up the carwash too. I kinda like waking up really early, cuz I've got time to get everything done...but I'm so groggy that when I finally actually wake up...I'll probably have to get ready for the club wink I'm keeping my fingers x-ed though...with the assistance of Live Wire and Camel, I'll be awake in no time biggrin

Well, it's nice out, so I hope all of you are enjoying this lovely day. Pity I still don't have any poetry to post...I know, I suck. Poetry's just not my thing. I can, however, locate amusing song lyrics...mwahahahahaha:

I've been waiting
For signs of god
Create - enslave - behaved -
everything is out of control

Leave me alone
Isolation bears hope
There's something else waiting
A promised destiny
Freezing me
I feel restless and low
These days full of sadness
How joyfully changed
Into fear
My freakshow will start tonight
Don't miss the right time

Bright eyes
Blinded by fear of life
No Merlin is by my side

Everything is out of control
Everything is out of control
In my future plans
Everything is out of control
Noone's left to hurt
Everything is out of control
Sorrow's gone away

Broken memories
Walking upstairs
Step by step
I see the whole world burning
The poet dies in Newerland
How it burns

Hey, mother stubborn
I really hate you
If you say yes I will say no
Ashes to ashes
But dust won't be dust
If you go there
I will go back

Bright eyes
Blinded by fear of life
Betrayed by sunrise
Bright eyes
Blinded by fear of life
No Merlin is by my side

Hey, father stubborn
You're ying
And I'm young
I feel alone
Who really cares
Born into ashes
To lose all the games
With a smiling face

Bright eyes
Blinded by fear of life
And the dark dragons rise
Bright eyes
Blinded by fear of life
No Merlin is by my side

So I sit still in my room, today
Winter's here
In summer season
Shall I say
I was wrong
If I'm right
Farewell to my last hope

-Blind Guardian-"Bright Eyes"


yep, 'tis all my geekness for now. Hopefully I'll see some of ya tonight.

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