northstar

my whore-o-scope for today says "Do more feeling instead of thinking. Give your mind a rest."

i've been obsessing lately. i was compulsive for the last couple of weeks but now... now there are certain things that keep repeating in my head. i can't stop thinking about skin and hands and heat and kissing and being held. i want sounds and smells and touch. skin on skin is where its at my friends.

when did i become so sensory deprived?

i'm hoping its just the 3 episodes of sex in the city and an intense queer as folk that has my hormones in such a kuffufle.

fuck brian... i've been waiting four years for you to say that.

joints and red wine and shrimp tonight. i needed it. sexy new sheets the colour of the aforementioned wine. they look pretty good with my other black pillow cases and black duvet cover. kind of sensual... ya know?

i know just the person who i want to be lying in it with. legs tangled, hands wandering, smoking a joint and listening to some of the vinyl i bought today.

righteous brothers, sade, simon and garfunkel, zepplin, old u2, joni mitchell... maybe some beatles and bob marley a little later. i could stay up all night listening...smoking, talking, dreaming...

making breakfast for one this morning was lonely...im nostalgic tonight and feeling it.

some pictures perhaps? yes... lets...

nothing but bad news with that smile full of sin



this is how i feel right now



the joys of insomnia



i miss this girl so much it makes me sick sometimes



at the fort, mtl, may 10th or so... new glasses!
photo by gb





no love stories tonight.