ello old friend ... glad to hear the concert kicked ass.
i am way envious right now. i soo need to get out and have a good time again... its been too long. and the thinking has only made some of my problems seem much worse than i know they are...
but thats life i guess.. i'll add some more later on man. you have a good one.. talk to ya later
DingDingDingDingDingDing, we have a winner. It is in fact an
H&K USP, only in 9mm, I have it in .40. Only no pictures of those so, beggars/choosers. On behalf of all males who wear kilts, I apologise to you. We Scots tend go for the lassies, except Allan Cumming. Shame about the "D - None of the above," but the rest might have been a wee messy, even "C."
Good that the concert was good.
And when you are conflicted, the way you are, I believe that it means the best resolution will come to pass. There is a reason you are not acting, and forces beyond your control are steering you in the right direction.
Sorry to be semi preachy and such, but these are just little hunches of mine.
o sweet Noc..I need a trip just like your speaking of to think and examine. We are dealing with some of the same shit except I'm doing something about mine now. (see new journal entry) I'm tired of trying to make everyone else around me happy while I drown and die spiritually. I'm being so untrue to myself. I deserve better and I'm so done with faking it. I hope you come talk to me again. I felt like I lost you somewhere....
i am way envious right now. i soo need to get out and have a good time again... its been too long. and the thinking has only made some of my problems seem much worse than i know they are...
but thats life i guess.. i'll add some more later on man. you have a good one.. talk to ya later
broken