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noctambulist

3am somewhere out of beaumont

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Monday Jul 04, 2005

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fraktalpaul said that I should be here. Now, the thing you need to know about FP is that he is given to occasional moments of clarity. Clearly this was not one of them.

There's not a single drop of hope to be had in this comprehensive ocean of shared madness, and there's a subtle truth in its name. I'm not sure that any of you could ever finally be bothered to kill yourself, but I fully expect to find the ghost of you dancing at at your own funural. As an epilogue it will be brilliant. You will be as unmistakable in death as you were in life: The thoroughly abandoned, and yet for you the music plays on.

It amuses you, but not enough that you could be called deranged. You are entertained by it, but not from a place of empty defiance. This separation was clearly the natural order of things. There is the world, and then there is you. That you keep each other at bay is a small but welcome measure of sanity for both.

I think FP is a little more subversive than I give him credit for. I think you people passed Redemption several miles back. I think that one night, someone stumbling around in a haze of God-knows-what passed out somewhere near the corner of Wickedness and Unchecked Hedonism, woke up two days later with the pattern of a storm grate imprinted on the side of his or her head, then promptly decided to throw up a sign that says, "SuicideGirls" ... and I think it feels alot like home.
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fraktalpaul:
hmmm... perhaps it was a minstake to direct *anyone* to this strange profile. whatever
Jul 10, 2005
aristar:
Very interesting, you seem to be overly opinionated, but at the same time luring... I enjoy your writing, I wish you had more available. wink
Aug 7, 2005

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