Friday Jun 17, 2005

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well.. another week down the drain.. foot is still fucked up from last weeks little skating adventure.. but i can now put more weight on it and skate again...

got my new skateboard couple of days ago *yes*

its a zero white cross deck 7.75x31 with independent stage 9 trucks (5.07 in) spitfire flame wheels (56mm) swiss bones bearings (the black ones with no abec rating) its fuckin pimp =)

no plans for this weekend.. i have to go and see the probation officer on monday.. bleh.. hope ive gotten this damn thc outta my system by now..

other than that.. bleh.. life is still its dull drab fucked up self.. still looking for some chick to hook up with.. eh.. i just need to stop looking.. i think i found one but i continually piss her off.. bad choice for a relationship i think..

yesterday (thursday june 16) would of have been my 4 year wedding anniversary.. (divorced)

yeah yeah.. im still kicking myself in the ass for making the decision to get married.. but hell.. atleast i come 'pre-trained' now... puke
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firemoonfairy:
Sorry about your skating injury. I fucked my knee up at the gym last week so I've been out of comission so I know how much that sucks!
resa:
I read about the situation with your friend and his girl. I have been in a similar situation and couple months ago and it never has a happy ending. I was engaged to this guy, and friends with this girl. The girl became one of my best friends, and she had a boyfriend who was her fiance. Well her fiance had a best friend who I happened to say I thought was cute once. Ever since that moment he was pushed on me. She instigated me being with him, and hammered it into my head that I should be with this other person(her boy's best friend) so eventually I broke up with my fiance to be with this guy after about 3 years of battling with myself over it. I thought I was in love with this other guy. When I broke up with my fiance, the girl decided that she was in love with her fiance's best friend.(the guy I just broke up with my fiance to be with) I wasn't ok with it but I tried to be supportive to be a good friend. She doesn't talk to me anymore because I had problems with her having a fiance, trying to remain friends with her fiance's friend who she was in love with, and trying to be friends with me. It was a big recipe for disaster, and the wounds are still very fresh. frown frown

[Edited on Jun 22, 2005 11:09PM]

[Edited on Jun 22, 2005 11:10PM]

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