ninjaplease

gah I am so freaking bored.
I took so pills last night and then I just wanted to be alone.
I left my friends house, called ryan.
that was the only good conversation I've had with him in forever.
I think it was mostly because I was buzzed and talking way too much.
I need to vent and he's pretty good about that.
I don't think he's ready for a relationship.
I don't think I really want one with him, which makes the situation pretty perfect.