ninadelamorte

LOVE IS A FUNNY THING....

Current mood: melancholy
Category: Romance and Relationships

WHEN I WAS YOUNG I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO MARRY SOMEONE VERY WEALTHY...I TURNED HIM DOWN BECAUSE THOUGH I ADORED HIM AS A FRIEND I WASN'T IN LOVE WITH HIM....HE DIED ABOUT 10 OR MORE YEARS AGO. C'EST LA VIE

WHEN I DID MARRY IT WAS FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS AND I DID NOT LOVE HIM AT ALL...IT ONLY LASTED A FEW YEARS AND LEFT ME BROKE IN MANY WAYS....MORE FOOL ME

SO THEN I WENT FOR MANY YEARS AVOIDING RELATIONSHIPS. I KEPT A FEW FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS AROUND BUT NO EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENTS...IT WORKED JUST FINE FOR ME...I WAS HAPPY...THEN I HAD TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I SHOULDN'T HAVE...IN THE END I WALKED AWAY BECAUSE HE WASN'T MINE TO KEEP...IT BROKE MY HEART BUT IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.

YEARS LATER I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE THAT MAKES ME SMILE MORE THEN NOT, WHO'S COMPANY NEVER TRULY ANNOYS ME AND FOR WHOM I LOVE PROBABLY MORE THAN I WANT TO. IS IT ALL THAT I WANT? NO. IS IT ALL I NEED. NO.

LOVE COMPROMISES YOUR VERY SOUL....


MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE MARRIED FOR MONEY.

(posted from a blog i wrote elsewhere several years ago. Sorry for the caps. I don't feel like fixing it)