nikhita

I can feel myself changing...you know how sometimes you change and you don't realise it? you turn around and suddenly everything is different, like something just clicks...then sometimes its a slow tangible process that you can feel, and you arent sure whether you want to stop it because well, you can feel parts of yourself slipping through your fingers but you want to see whats round the next corner...

thats what i feel like now, and i know its because it feels like summer already, even though its only february

because i'm different in summer, i always have, i always will be...i swear i should have been born a gemini

still, the core girl is the same, its just the independance, confidence and needs that change...i hate being tied down in summer, i want to fly, to explore, to meet people, to experience things...i dont want to be stuck in a classroom unless the lesson is taking me somewhere unexplored...

maybe its a bad thing i feel this way 2 weeks into my second semester

but then, im thinking that, finally here...things are getting better....

p.s. um, wow...thankyou to all of you lot for this...really!