nihly

today nihly finally goes to see her psychiatrist, who will hopefully sort out her meds, which clearly are not working...

why i have to hunt down my doctor when he should have gotten in touch with me after i was at the fucking ER, i don't know. lame. very lame.

so if things need to be changed, i may be a lil' messy for awhile again because there will be a period of adjustment. again. sighs.

but i will keeeeep on keepin on because that's what nihly's do best. that and... other things. hahaha. it just makes nihly tired with all this messing about. i just want to be happy and write my fucking papers. grrr

I may edit this later since i am writing this in the morning. and complaining...again. i am such a talented complainer.